Day 01 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.

Currently not in a relationship and never have been. It’s a mixed feeling and it heavily depends whether I am pmsing or not, LOL. I don’t love anyone in particular. (I may have mentioned this before or answered it already, haha) Loneliness is something I feel from time to time but I have friends who wash that all away. It’d be nice to be in one but I think what’s more important to me is figuring out what I really want to do with my life. Romance is exhausting and I’m not mentally prepared for it yet. I’ll be single for quite a long time. If I ever need someone to fill in a space in my heart, I got my best friend for it and she’s a text away. It sounds stupid but who are you do determine what I do and do not need?

Day 01 - Your current relationship, if single discuss how single life is.

Day 02 - Where you’d like to be in 10 years.

Day 03 - Your views on drugs and alcohol.

Day 04 - Your views on religion.

Day 05 - A time you thought about ending your own life.

Day 06 - Write 30 interesting facts about yourself.

Day 07 - Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.

Day 08 - A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.

Day 09 - How you hope your future will be like.

Day 10 - Discuss your first love and first kiss.

Day 11 - Put your ipod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.

Day 12 - Bullet your whole day.

Day 13 - Somewhere you’d like to move or visit.

Day 14 - Your earliest memory.

Day 15 - Your favourite tumblrs.

Day 16 - Your views on mainstream music.

Day 17 - Your highs and lows of this past year.

Day 18 - Your beliefs.

Day 19 - Disrespecting your parents.

Day 20 - How important you think education is.

Day 21 - One of your favorite shows.

Day 22 - How have you changed in the past 2 years?

Day 23 - Give pictures of 5 guys who are famous who you find attractive.

Day 24 - Your favorite movie and what it’s about.

Day 25 - Someone who fascinates you and why.

Day 26 - What kind of person attracts you.

Day 27 - A problem that you have had.

Day 28 - Something that you miss.

Day 29 - Goals for the next 30 days.

Day 30 - Your highs and lows of this month.

What changed this month and what you hope will happen next month:
Nothing changed. I hope something will by next month. 

(Source: kyutesy)

lmao I just remembered I still had this going. I found another good challenge so I’m going to finish this one quick.

Talk about your siblings:
The reason I didn’t finish this was because I was avoiding this question. I am the only girl and middle child. My brother, Alfonso, is a year younger than me and my older brother, Omar, is 4 years older than me. It’s a love-hate relationship with both of them. There are times where I want to beat the living crap out of them but times where their company is needed. They’ve very straightforward with me and aren’t afraid to hurt my feelings.

I believe they don’t really understand why I am the way I am but I think it’d help me get along with them more if I wasn’t so full of self loathe. Although they live different life-styles, they share a lot of the same qualities which are quite the opposite of me.They are both extroverts, optimists, and a hella lot more social than I am. They enjoy life outside of a box while I’m more content inside.

There’s not much else I can say. Can’t live with them, can’t live without them. lol 

The month you were happiest this year, and why:
The year just started. I can’t say just yet, lol, but it has been a shitty year so far.

(Source: kyutesy)

Your religious beliefs:
Ehm.. I don’t know how to answer this. I wouldn’t call myself religious. My faith is in myself. I believe there’s a higher entity beyond human existence. It could be my own mind or an actual God, much superior. When I pray, it’s not for the sake of religion but for hope. There isn’t much else to say really.. I just don’t want to put down anyone else’s beliefs ><; 

(Source: kyutesy)

10 ways to win your heart: 

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(Source: kyutesy)

Things you want to say to 5 different people:

1. I don’t appreciate the fact that you blurted out something serious in front of my family like that. Whatever happens with me is my business and you shouldn’t have said anything out loud. Thank you for showing your concern but watch your mouth next time. Don’t be angry that I told you to shut up so abruptly.

2. Omg.. where are you? I miss you— oh you’re online! (This happens often)

3. Wow.. I can’t say I’ve known you the longest but it has been a while, hasn’t it? I want to say sorry for the horrible things I’ve said or the stupid arguments we had. Despite the fights, I still think you’re a good person. I’m nothing but flawed and go through phases that I find it challenging to be mature in most situations. I should’ve known better and saw through my own wrongs before accusing anyone else of theirs. I’d like to keep you in my life because you’re special to me believe it or not. I think above most people I’ve known, you’ve been most accepting of me. Thank you. I love you<3

4. I don’t want you to feel like I am using you. You’re real good company most of the time despite the childishness and when it comes to venting, you’re probably best at taking anything I have to say. Sorry for being a douche bag most of the time. You really don’t deserve it.

5. I am awfully intimidated by you. You probably don’t expect this from me but you’re the type of person I’ve always wanted to be. So it isn’t acceptance from you that I’ve been hoping to have… it’s more lack of any acceptance of myself. You’d think at this point in my life I already know who I am and who I want to be but choosing to be alone strips every opportunity I have to find out.

(Source: kyutesy)

Something you always think “What if…” about:
What if I didn’t miss all those days of school that I did? Where would I be now? Would I still know the same people or still be jobless? It’s the one thing I regret in my life.. I graduated but I don’t find anything to be proud of.

I could be optimistic about it and say that all things happen for a reason. I wouldn’t have met the people I’ve met if it wasn’t for certain events or love the things I love today. But our futures aren’t certain.. so I guess all I can really do now is do the best I can because whatever happens in the future won’t make a difference. I’ll still have What if’s.

(Source: kyutesy)